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life...this world is moving way to fast for me. i feel like im just standing, watching everyone pass me by. i havent felt like this in a while; small and weak,life...
like i could break any second. my heart feels heavy, loaded down with guilt, anger, and pain, lately all ive seen is rain. they say live life like it is, but i dont know if i even see it anymore. my mind is warped its like everything is make believe. i resort to drugs, because i love the way they make me feel, because i know it isnt real, and to me... the sureness of its illusion
by ~jellybean21k
The momentthe moment. you said that was the key, what it all depends on. what about ours? was it different for you and me? i thought you werent like them, but you are. you cover it up with your tattoos and piercings and your rock t-shirts, you talk the talk and walk the walk, i guess thats when i should have known, you want what they all want, you dont get me like you swear. you just fed me lines and i ate them up like a fool. i just wanted to believe it all so bad. how could you hold my hand and act like you wanted me, when all you wantedThe moment
by ~jellybean21k
Help me say GoodbyeTwo little kids in the basement Eating cake and laughing I can still see it.Help me say Goodbye
You used to cry when we left. Or when you had to go,
And I never understood.
I remember we went camping.
And to the beach,
And once,
I ate a donut off a string in your backyard.
We were friends.
One day things changed.
You got sick and I got scared,
Didn’t know what to do so I walked away,
And all that’s got me, is here today.
One year ago I got this call,
You were gone.
Never even got to say goodbye.
Never got to tell you I’m sorry. I shou
by ~jellybean21k
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- Current Residence: Maryland/Salisbury during school year
- Interests: writing,blazin, friends, shopping.....
- Favourite movie: Dazed and Confused(one of my favorites)
- Favourite band or musician: Pink Floyd
- Favourite genre of music: no fav... pop, rock, rap...
- Favourite artist: Van Gogh-All NIght Cafe
- Favourite poet or writer: Robert Frost- birches/ J.D Salinger
- Favourite photographer: dotn have one
- Favourite style of art: i dont know
- MP3 player of choice: Winamp
- Favourite cartoon character: scooby doo/ spongbob squarepants
- Personal Quote: in the end, we all are who we are, no matter how much we appear to have changed
- Email: km86084@students.salisbury.edu
- AIM: Jellybean21k
- MSN: km86084@students.salisbury.edu
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My next deviation... well I think in the near future I'm going to submit some drawings (but that depends on the mood of my scanner, cause my scanner has some..personality crisis lol
Thanks again.
What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire deviant life, that there's something wrong with the story. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad.
You take the blue pill, the story ends. Your browser closes and you believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland. And, I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.
I offer only the truth, nothing more.
Take: The Red Pill
Take: The Blue Pill
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